eating dirt. round two.

so. i thought everything with mike was completely over.
maybe i am just reading everything wrong.

but things weren't completely over. and he was acting normal. he acted like he missed me.
maybe i was wrong. but now its like he reeled me back in, and he noticed i was right where he wanted me and i wasn't going anywhere, and then he just spits me back out. my girls said, maybe he just need some space. maybe. but i haven't talked to him. and if he wants space, he's going to get it, because i am not talking to that jack ass until i hear from him first.
out of all the guys that were chasin me, not like there were a ton, but i know what you mean. mike was the only one i really cared about, he was the only one i really ever thought about, and the only one i looked forward to being around. i liked him. and he knew it. i cant handle being screw over like this.

i know i can do better. so i don't know why i keep dwelling on it so much.