he is making a habbit out of this.

let's pretend that today is january 5th ok?

i have been feeling down so the other day, mike said he would text me today when he woke up from his nap after work so we could talk. he would understand so i wanted to talk to him about it.
so he did. he texted me today and i started telling him what has been going on and how i have been feeling lately. and right in the middle of it, he just stops texting back. so i was like ok? that's weird. he eventually texted and said sorry april is over she is having problems with her boyfriend. just so you know, april is one of his best friends and also his ex-girlfriend. i said ok whatever. he responded "don't get all pissy. she is my best friend". i said i know this, but i don't like to talk about being depressed and you acted like you cared so i told you. don't just drop me when i am telling you really personal shit. eventually i said ok fine just text me when she leaves and i'll finish.
i went to bed at eight. and woke back up at 1:30.
i got a text that said "i'm fucked up."
ok awesome. you completely forgot about me and started drinking and smoke pot which i thought you didn't do. i didn't make a fuss out of it. i acted calm and natural. he said 'you're mad" and i said no. he said "you're lying" and i said yes. he told me where i left off talking when we were talking earlier. i didn't want to start talking about it again. i wasn't upset like i was earlier. and he wasn't level headed. but mike insisted so i did.
again there wasn't a response for a long long time.
he said "sorry my roommate and are in a heated debate" so i just said ok whatever. again never mind. he said "your attitude is a pain in the ass. one minute you're all like happy and cute and then you are pissed."
WHAT THE FUCK. i tried to stay as straight as possible. i seriously just wanted to freak out and tell him how much of a jack ass he is. how is only thinking of himself and really really disrespecting me. but i didn't.
i said mike i am not going to talk to you about these things that are really personal if you aren't going to listen. i didn't want to talk now because i knew you wouldn't pay attention. he said "ok. i'm passing out now. i'll talk to you later."

tomorrow i am going to the doctor. mike hasn't wanted to be around me in fear he would get sick too. so after i get my medicine, i am going to call mike and say i am coming over because i want to talk to you. and then i am going to punch him in the face, well verbally.