18 February 2009

over and over.

day by day.

i got that third job, and turned it down. it isn't something i am comfortable with or interested in pursuing. i would have to hook people up to this machine that massages their muscles and help stretch their legs. i DO NOT like to touch strangers. i don't know if i can handle three jobs right now. maybe, maybe not.

i am going out of my mind. ruthanne just had her baby girl, jeff is still missing, i am questioning who my friends are, and this whole job situation. overloaded and exhusted. punch me in the face. i need some guidance and a good spoon right now more than anything. just some time to just slip away and relax woul be amazing. i am way overly wired and cracking.
please help me sweet mother mary.

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