school started three weeks ago. and i am thinking about dropping my philosophy class because it kind of is a joke. the teacher is at a satellite location and we watch her on a screen. and we hold down these microphones to talk to her. she reads directly from the book but interchanges the tone in her voice so it sounds like she is actually teaching. then we basically go home and teach ourself the next chapter. right now i am avoiding reading like probably 80 pages for tomorrows class. yeah, real dumb i know.
should i drop it? it's either fail now because the teacher is a load and just take it again, or take it again with a different teacher. ugh.
i met someone i like.
but there is a problem. he goes to school in virginia. which is a good 18 hour drive. and to top it all off, he goes to a military school, so it's not like he can just leave whenever he wants to. we are planning a visit and he has to get an "out of county request" to even leave the campus for the weekend. he is from a small town in iowa like 40 minutes north of ames so that's not too bad of a drive from omaha. he wants to be a surgeon.
THAT'S WHAT THE FUCK I AM TALKING ABOUT.
mmm.
i'm trying to get in real good shape before i go visit. i want to have as small of a stomach as i can have in a month or so. we don't have an exact weekend set yet but a month give or take. he will be coming home for thanksgiving but it's the first time he will be seeing his family in like four months so i don't want to impose or make him choose or anything like that.
it just feels great to have someone care about me as much as i do him. i don't have to be anything that i'm not.
i could dig this for a while.
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