02 June 2009

circles.

the fourth season of weeds came out today at midnight. i finished watching it all by this afternoon. it was pretty good. i saw the first two episodes of this season online and was kinda disappointed, but it got a lot better and definitely a lot more twisted as it went on. season five starts next monday at 9 central time. but i don't have showtime, so i'll just wait until it comes out on dvd. that will be pretty hard, it ended out at quiet the hanger.

a friend of mine lent me the novel "candy" which is not to be confused with the movie, even though the movie was based off of it. i've seen the movie about five times and love it. it is mainly an australian film so it isn't really that well known in the us. the film version was amazing so hopefully the book will be even better. it is the love and addiction story of dan and candy. they meet in the summer and dan is a heroin addict and candy shortly joins him. i'll let you know as i read more. i rather not give out what i know from the movie because it might be completely different you know?

on a more annoying note, honeybee is playing this dumb ass hook and bate game with me. i am not good at games. i'm trying but i have a lot to learn and a lot to grow from. he plays me like a pro and i am not ready for the championship final yet. it is exhausting. i know he loves games. he loves a chase. but i don't know what else to do besides wait a long time before texting him back and not always answering his calls. i try to act like he doesn't phase me but i am so bad at hiding my emotions. and on top of it all, he makes me nervous as fuck so i am so afraid of losing him again. i can't lose him again.
i don't need no other.

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annnd as soon as i really have doubt he calls me...
like literally minutes ago. UGH.

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